The world has never been sugary sweet but lately it has been unbearable. It’s been one step forward and 20 steps back. The heavy feeling lingers as I doom scroll post after post and the tears stream down on random moments of the day.
On one hand, I want to never look at my phone again but I need to know what’s happening. To be…prepared? To stay hurt and angry to…never give up the fight? It’s all just a constant cycle of breaking news that breaks down my heart and soul.
The only way to get through this is to hang on to the hope that things will get better bearable moving forward. The light is dimming in the world. But one thing’s for sure. As I look at my sons’ faces day after day, I will fight tooth and fucking nail to keep the light shining.
Unfortunately, to you evil assholes of the world, I am an angry woman who wants the best for EVERYONE. You won’t shut me up or shut me out. And I will be fucking damned if I let you dim my light.
Crown and Coffee 
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